watching your back

Monday, 22 June 2009

Something to share. :)

-#-

You were walking by my side
That brightens up my day
Then, u walk in front of me
It makes me wonder
And wonder if
IT is real, or
Just a mere imagination.
Again, I only walk
Behind you
And only see your back
Tried to catch up, but
Feels like I’ve been left,
Left far behind
And cannot reach you
I’m locked out,
And can’t get in,
That makes me wonder
A lot more..
Can’t really think,
Can’t really sleep,
Can’t really eat,
Can’t really do anything...,
Maybe, what im feeling
Is just a feeling of
‘’Insecurity’’
Always thinking that
“im not good enough”
“what am I missing?”
I hear a whisper calling your name
Probably its my heart,
Calling for you..
Craves for your attention..
I can’t do anything else,
Only, wait and hope,
Hope that you will sense my presence
And wait for that time to come
It may take years
But, I hope that I can take the pain,
Pain of being un-noticed..

-composed by peko-

p/s: how I wish you knew