Whats life?

Sunday, 14 December 2008

I forgot what is the purpose of this blog..my blog..for it has been dormant for quite some time now. No updates, No news, No whatsoever. It even looks like its 'dead' lol. Anyways, here i am now blogging, filling it up with hopefully happy post or some wise post. Haha.

Today is another weird day in a minor chapter of my life. I had a thought, deep thought rather, of "Why can't I be like that?" Have you guys been in the exact same situation before? A friend of mine was playing the guitar. He's new at playing it but he learns quite fast. So, I thought...why cant I be like him? I actually have loads of questions which I have no answer to. Do any of you ever wonder what your qualities are? What qualities make you stand out of the rest? Be it being good in sports, good in entertaining or good in education. I'm no good in sports, I can say that I'm rather average nor am I good in entertaining or make jokes. Education wise as at the moment, it's only so-so. Hence the question "Why can't I be like the rest?" "what qualities do I have that others don't?" "what would make the others say 'why can't I be like him'?" Just from reading this post, you can deduce that I'm a negative thinker. I always think of "what if's" than "what can" and the list goes on.

As I mentioned earlier..its just one of those random thoughts stirring up in this head of mine..

-pek0